QUESTIONS OF MY LIFE

I remember the day I was most blissful. To natter about the event, I find no verbal skills. My knowledge, my information was at zilch level. But my happiness and my enthusiasm were at peak. I wonder why I was born if I had to struggle so much. With leaps and bounds life showed me different chapters. My eyes still widen to think and visualize how I passed, through various steps of my life. I wasn’t a programmer, neither was a researcher. But even then i could move, swiftly or not, it’s not me who would decide. I am one moment happy, the other moment sad. Why is that, i still couldn’t figure out. I studied various subjects. Mathematics taught me how to play with numbers. Marketing taught me the art of selling. Human resource management taught me to judge others. But none of them taught me how to know myself. I have friends when i need. I have wonderful people besides me to give me the shoulders when I cry. But why am i not satisfied? Is that every human live with this discontentment? Or is it only me who is the Martian out here? Life gave me various lessons but even now I feel I have a lesson to learn. If I had none, I had no questions. But if I have questions I need answers. I don’t feel tired, neither am I giving up. I know I carry potential to make a circle a square. If it was not assumed that the earth isn’t round but flat, you and I would never have removed our tails. We used stones as weapons, and then came swords and pistols. We could find one to kill others but we still lack how to kill one. My dear friends, I don’t mean suicide neither I consider majority of us that courageous to think and do one. But I mean killing of various instincts and motives which drag us to do the superfluous activities and then later brings us to a repenting phase. To my notice, if I was to say something beyond, I would prefer to be mum as I myself feel a dupe to this feeling. The journey to be precise has actually taught me nothing, as I feel my life has not even touched a drop in the ocean of life.




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